We have been making progress in repairing our relationship and continuing to talk through things. I know that when I bring up the affair, it still upsets AJ. Sometimes I wonder if I am pushing too hard when I want to talk about it, or if it simply hurts her to face how much it hurt me.
With the amount of love I have for this woman, I choose to believe it is the latter.
It has only been a few weeks since I found out, but I have realized that I truly want to spend the rest of my life with her. Today I told her that I still want to get married, and we decided to get engaged again.
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