February 20, 2025 – Texas

AJ and I went to Three Texans Winery this evening with BA and LA. The conversation with them was good, and overall it was a pleasant time.

During the evening AJ mentioned that she did not like receiving the letters I have written to her in the past. That caught me off guard because in the past she had told me that she liked getting them.

When things like that happen, it makes me start doubting the things she tells me. It also brings the emotional affair she had with KH back into my mind again.

She says that she is no longer talking with him and that he stopped responding to her right before we got married. Still, the doubt sits in my head. I find myself wondering if there is something else she is hiding.

Sometimes I wonder if I am just overthinking everything.

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