I could tell that yesterday’s letter hurt you, and that tugs at my heart. Please know, it was never my intent to cause you pain. You are the love of my life, my safe place, and these letters should reflect that. They should be a source of comfort, joy, and something you look forward to, not something that brings discomfort or that heavy, yuck feeling.
Moving forward, I want to make these letters something warm and uplifting, something that brings a smile to your heart. I’m going to leave the intrusive thoughts and sensitive subjects out of them so they can become a beautiful thread in the life we’re building together.
As for the subject that’s been consuming me for far too long, I’ve decided to stop giving it space between us. I know it has caused pain, and I don’t want to bring that into our present or our future. It’s time for me to bury it, completely in its entirety. Moving forward, I won’t speak about the situation, or even mention his name. It’s time to let it go for the sake of our peace, our love, and the life we’re building together.
I love you more than you could ever know, and I will not risk hurting you again. You deserve peace, happiness, and a partner who lifts you up. And that’s what I want to be, every single day.
Drifted Notes 